The first day of school 2010..

Just came back from sending Daniel to school this morning. He was kinda hyped up to go and woke up really early today. But, as soon as we reached the school, he started acting up and 'attached' himself to me. The previous year's teachers still recognised us although we were only there for 3 months last year. And some of Daniel's classmates were still in his class. But all these didn't help at all!

As soon as I untangled myself from his hug, he started wailing very loudly. I had to 'disappear' immediately because me being there would not help him to adjust. "Nak Mummy!! Nak Mummy!!" he cried wholeheartedly... And as usual, it shattered my heart to pieces. Rasa macam nak menangis sama kat situ...isk...isk....

I waited outside of the school compound until I couldn't hear his cries any more. And then only I left the school with a heavy heart. I know he would be ok, but I just couldn't help to feel sad...

So now I am home, alone, with the emptiness inside my heart and the deafening silence. Sedih betul!! Been keeping myself busy with house chores, especially the laundry. All the travelling on every weekend in December left me totally spent and the house in a shabby mess. Yes, house chores would definitely keep me busy and not to think of my loneliness at least until it is time for me to fetch the piece of my heart which I left this morning at the school...