Adus letihnya!!

I was on leave yesterday... babysitter not around. Spent half of the day at home with Daniel. Went to SACC at about 4pm with Daniel and kid sis. Mana boleh jalan-jalan dengan Daniel tak bawak assistant. The little angel's mood tu bukannya boleh dijangka! He was such a sweet darling troughout first half of the trip. Sat contentedly in his pram. He likes to play with his hands nowadays. Macam amazed sangat when he scrutinized his own hands. Seronok sangat tengok dia with the facial expressions yang pelbagai masa dia belek-belek tangan dia tu.

Went to my parents' house to meet the new 'babysitter' Thought of going to her house to do some 'inspection' Ye lah...nak tinggalkan anak with someone whom we don't know. At least we should know how the babysitter manages her house. At about 8pm we called her. She said she had just came home from aerobics. She didn't allow us to come to her house, instead said she will come to ours to see Daniel. Hmm?? After a short discussion she went off, leaving my Mum dissatisfied. Banyak sangat demands... Must bring that, bring this bla...bla...bla... Cannot fetch Daniel later than 5.30pm everyday because she has lots of other activities everyday. Prefer baby girls than boys la...She is now also taking care of another baby boy about 1 year old. Macam tak best je...

Daniel went into his fits during Maghrib yesterday at my parents'. Very inconsollable. Cried and screamed until the voice jadi serak. When he finally calmed down, he was too tired to open up his eyes and slept throughout the journey back home. I immediately fell asleep when we reached home at about 10pm and woke up at about 1am. Fell back to sleep at around 2am. Daniel woke up at about 3.30am for his feed. Pastu taknak tido, but I was too sleepy to play with him. He gurgled, 'talked' and giggled with me until about 5.30am. I went downstairs- Daniel's atuk and nenek were not up yet. So, put him in his rocking chair and tried to get him to sleep. Failed, I lay down, and immediately fell to sleep. Sedar-sedar je Daniel was already asleep in his chair. Boring agaknya Mummy tak layan dia borak hehe...

About 6.30am, he did it again.... Screamed like nobody's business. Pastu tertidur kejap, and while I was disinfecting his feeding bottles, he screamed again. Inconsollable jugak sampai the voice went hoarse again. Maybe he was having a bad dream, pastu bila bukak mata I was nowhere in sight pulak. Tu yang takut sangat agaknya kut..hehe...Pandai-pandai je buat teori.

Anyway, I won't be seeing Daniel tonight. Atuk and Nenek with Acik are going back to JB this afternoon, and bringing Daniel together with them. Esok baru balik sini... Mummy is going to miss you terribly, my darling!

Am now at the office with a terrible workload, but no mood to start. Lethargic and sleepy yang amat sebenarnya. Sorethroat about to start. Kaki dah start lenguh-lenguh.. Biasanya these simptoms would lead to high fever for me. Let's wait and see lah.

Alamak, another enquiry came in already- menambahkan lagi workload yang dah sedia berlambak... I better start trying to lessen them now.