Sadness...

I have been experiencing brief moments of sadness for the past 2 weeks, they made me wonder what's wrong with me. The moments lasted just for a few seconds each time, but during that moments, I was totally washed by sadness, but I did not know what caused the sadness, and before I could delve into the matter, it disappeared..hehe... Maybe it's the sign of post-partum depression (PPD), or what the Malays call 'angin meroyan'?

I have read through the definition of PPD in Wikipedia, but the symptoms are not the same. Could boredom be the cause? But I did not feel bored during confinement. In fact I am enjoying the relaxation and pampering at the moment. So, what is the problem?

Maybe it's because I'm missing Hubby, and I am wishing that he's here to take care of me and the children. Perhaps...

Anyway, I hope these are temporary. Hopefully by the time the confinement period is over, the feeling would disappear and I can enjoy the new life with 2 children. Better still, we could all fly off to stay with Hubby there. Hmmmm.....